Today, one of my sisters had a death in the family. I dont know really what to say about that.

I realized that I'm terrible at cheering people up. I never know what to say, and I dont think words really help in these kinds of situations anyways.

We dont have infinite time here. We never know when we'll go. Yet, we live everyday like tomorrow is promised and like everything will remain static and continue. Nothing bad ever happens to us- it happens to other people. We all think that we are so invincible, but we're not. No one ever wakes up knowing they'll die that day, or goes to sleep not knowing they wont awake in the morning. We dont see these things coming, we never anticipate it. Even in the haze of a carcrash, we dont realize when our time is near- we always fully believe that this isnt our time yet.

But our time will come.